Stitches' Arcanum

razorsalvation @ 2005-01-04T22:24:00

2005-01-05T04:34:01Z

Alright... I told my boyfriend-it makes me feel a lot better... and now I know that every time I sleep at J's, he'll hold me by his side at night and not let go (less I kick him off the bed like that one time... oops) I know that I'm safe when I'm in his arms... and I like that feeling.
Today... today I was able to look at him in the eyes... I was able to kiss him again... hold his hand. The guilt wasn't there... I just felt safe again. Everything in my world is right when I am with him... just everything....

EXCEPT

He hurt his back at work yesterday, and worse today-he went to the doctor for his hand too.... 1st note: his hand is seperating from his wrist, which means he is going to need a special brace; 2nd note: His back is so gone that they're only going to give him MAJOR pain meds.

Now another bad thing: my neephew (Jessica's son, Mikey) is in the hospital. He's VERY sick. And by very, I mean extremely. I was crying for hours today... so fucking worried. But I just got news (at 10pm) that he's OK. thank god

Another news topic I just found out... the guy that did that to me... was put into Jail for the past few days. which makes me feel a lot better. Mom (Sandy, Jessica's mom) said she's going to put him in there longer... I feel safe around that family.

Alright... I think... I'm done for now, except for this.... It's REALLY sad (not that I don't appreciate it) that it takes news like I've posted in the past two days for people you THOUGHT were your friends to talk to you. I mean, I love everyone who shows me they care... just I wish that you would've talked to me before this shit happened too... although just you even saying Im sorry makes the world to me right now. Thanks... and I'm sorry if I worded this wrong... but thanks guys. I really appreciate the fact that you care.

razorsalvation @ 2004-09-19T21:58:00

2004-09-20T03:05:23Z

So I'm going to do this now… rant and rave about people no one knows because, hell I see this as the best place to do it, cause well you all don't know them and probably never will… cause, well, lets just say you'd all never get along… they're them and you're you…. anyway.

Amee is worrying me. I mean Ray is a nice guy and everything and he's cute and he has his own place and all that good stuff, but can you trust him? Not in my thoughts. He cheated on Amee with Amy and… well Amy is nasty and toothless and … ew. I mean that shouldn't be everything about her, but she has the worst personality and she's a horrible friend. Once she finds out you like someone, she goes after them, whether she really likes them or not. To me that's not what a friend does, drunk or not.
Amee is truly in love with Ray, and his dumb ass doesn't see it. I mean maybe he does and maybe he feels the same, but I wouldn't trust him as far as I could throw him. That's pretty far, but I mean still… it's scary to think he's told her he loves her and that he wants her to move in with him. Ten year difference there in age… not that it matters to me, just… well… he still acts our age, and he's not! For christs sake he has a 7 year old and he's a daily drinker. I don't know if he's the right person for her, but then again, it's her life right?
And Ashleigh, gotta love her, but she's so wishey washy, I mean… you can't get a straight answer out of her and when you do it's all… sarcastic and stuff…. Seriously, I don't know how it goes, she's me in another body. Except she has a nasty (but sweet as fucking hell) boyfriend… who she fights with constantly. I wonder if she just WANTS to fight, if that's what she needs in her life… I don't know… I just am here to write down my thoughts and questions about my friends.
Roland… man I really need a way to help him. He needs a job and a place to live. Right now he's living at his girlf friends (ashleigh) and living off of her. Not good, if they break up, where is he supposed to go? Not here, that's just not allowed, sadly, I mean I would put anything down for him too… should I sell him my car so just in case he'd have a place to live? I mean… it's bad to live out of a car, but he doesn't know how to get a job, he has a felony record. God I wish I could help him.
Anyway, that was half of my rant… and questions and … worry… I'll get to more later.

razorsalvation @ 2004-09-19T20:13:00

2004-09-20T01:20:54Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	everlasting

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....just breathe

2004-09-11T21:29:12Z

So... I'm home for a few minutes... I have to call Jax in 20min... we're going to hang out. Makes me wonder why she's not with Lucky... ehh who cares, MY TURN MUTHAFUCKA. Ok perky, had about 3 hours of sleep... VERY drunk last night... whatever, it's worth it each time...

So I'm watching College Footbal- SIU VS NIU and all I have to say is

"GO LIONEL!!!!!"

That's my Cadillac heh... #94, he's so awesome. Back in 00-01 he was homecoming king at my school, ranked in the top 5 for illinois, and top 100 in the country. He's awesome. And HIS SON!!! OMG Nate is the cutest thing every!! I love my Nate Dawg!! Awwwwe... they zoomed on Nate in a big orange fro and eating a hot dog. I was all "IT'S MUH BABY NATE!!" It's great. heh.

Anyway, I'm done with that... heh, hope SIU wins, Lionel needs more hype, he'll be on a prof. team one day, and not the bears, a good team haha.

Once again, I digress....

Saw James last night... :) he makes me feel good... I mean he was shoved in my little saturn in the back seat with hot chicks... and... he still wanted me. I felt so liked ha... but seriously, I've learned never to trust my boyfriends and... I think I can trust him... which means, possibly, buhbye Casey. It's about time... I needed to make a choice... and finally I did. *sigh*

Anywho... I'm going to go, I still have shit to do before picking up Jax.

Well long time no write....

2004-09-09T01:53:17Z

Updates
Quit Best Buy- it sucked donkey nuts, I lost my best friend, and as soon as I quit, gained her back... coincidence, I think not
Made new friends- Amee, Ashleigh, Roland, Johnny, Anton-a-ho, Courtney, Ray, James, Casey- all great people, I feel all warm and fuzzy with friends like them
Got two boyfriends- James and Casey- I'm a hustla baby... haha
Isolated myself from my family- I think I spent three weeks total in my house... maybe, over the summer
Got a new car- Hey, bout time, and it's a stickshift
Realized School sucks- hah I knew that- but hell now I'm graduating in 4 months... yay for me
Offered to move in with friends for free- all I have to do is cook... sweet deal

In the end, I realized I REALLY grew up over the summer.... forgiving is forgetting- but I can't forget everything that happened last year. So to forgive will be to forget things that need to be remembered. Sorry guys.
Anyway... I'm home for a lil bit. Today I stayed home... yeah stomach sucks but update on that- NO CANCER yay... only a stupid disease that sucks balls.

Anywho, nice to talk... be back later.

One Update for old times

2004-08-09T04:32:36Z

So I was thinking.... maybe I should just do home schooling for the rest of my highschool career... not like there's anything special I'll need to do or take. I don't know anymore... All I know is it seems like everything I once knew at that highschool is gone... especially friends. It seems the only one I still talk to is Jax or Diana... even they are rarely spoken to, and it's not on purpose... it's just, I don't have ANY friends anymore (really) that are my age. All of them are older. I don't know anymore... all I know is most people I considered friends, aren't... it's just a blow...
Speaking of which, I'm trying to talk my present guyfriend into quitting such things. He's smart, beautiful, intelligent... but wastes his g'damn hard earned money on that shit. I don't get it anymore... or maybe I get it too well- why drugs are so damn alluring.... it makes me sad watching people go downhill like that. *Sigh*
Now work... I want to fucking shoot everyone. It's frustrating-even moreso than school was this year. I swear to god, it's worse than g'damn Jr. High. So many people lie/use/talk about eachother/LIE behind everyone's backs. I regret getting that damn job, I swear I want to quit so bad. However, I need the next two checks so... *Sigh* I'll keep dressing in the blue-however, I might be fired after this week, so I'm hoping for it. Speaking of being fired, they might do so cause I keep "slacking" due to being in pain- all from the possibility of me having intestinal cancer and/or kidney disease. Whatever, then my happy ass'll sue them and then I won't have to work till after college haha!! Ok, i'm thinking way too in depth into this. However the whole lying (blahblah) shit at my work has gotten ridiculus. I swear people need help and need to stay out of my shit. I was hanging out with this cool guy named Brian there, and yeah I liked him (till he turned into an ass) and I told him so. Then suddenly people were coming up to me saying we were dating... my reaction was "ok so I'm supposidly dating him....oook" and now he calls ME up bitching at ME about it saying I said it. No offense to him, but I wouldn't brag about dating a co-worker, I even was going to tell him I didn't want to... but his ass just fucking starts shit and then can't fess up to it. I SAID NOTHING ABOUT US GOING OUT except to make fun of the fact people thought we were. *Sigh*
WE -WERE- FRIENDS, THAT'S IT, NO DATING, SARCASM WAS BEHIND EVERYTHING PEOPLE, IT'S CALLED G'DAMN SHOCK.
That's a little better. *Deep Breath*
Anywho... lately I've been fucking partying like mad. Don't think there was one day in the past 2 damn weeks that I've been completely sober, even days I worked. Which is bad so I'm going to be the designated driver for a while, rather than a damn partier. I think that might be better for me and my kidneys, cause god knows the drinking isn't helping my damn issue with my intestines and shit. *Sigh*
As for partying. I honestly am going to try to cut down on that shit, cause I swear if my life doesn't clear up, I'm going to fuck up another year in school and that's the last thing I need. *Sigh* I honestly don't need this fucking stress from work for school, so.... that might be an issue I should deal with now and look for another job... cause Best Buy is DEFINATELY not going to work out. My boss threatens to fire us everytime we come up sick. My poor co-worker Ruben has two jobs, working 43 hrs at Best Buy and another 30 at his other job, a week, and he called in sick ONCE and my boss threatened him... I say fuck that, it's wrong and now with my issue and having to go to the doctor a lot, I am DEFINATELY not going to be able to handle this shit.
...Crystal is going to kill me....
...it might be better for OUR relationship though...
...but to quit puts down the fact she recommended me....
...I don't know what to do about this anymore...
...I hope she won't kill me...
Anyway, I'm in a lotta sick pain, so I guess I'll be going... so much so my legs are numb... blah I think I'm going to quit living and just lay in my car and smoke for the rest of my life-fuck eating,sleeping,going to school, hanging with friends, etc... I just need a cigarette, music, and Casey... *Sigh*

~To live life to the fullest, is to die quickly and painlessly~
~/~/~/~Stitches~/~/~/~

Requiem of Screams

2004-07-20T16:07:31Z

I learned long ago, that friendship is a toss-away word... that things said are usually just that, said and not meant... I have lived from that and learned... and now I know that what I'm meant to do is not grow old waiting for those who say they are going to call, but to go on living with or without them...

Anyway, I guess a quick update...
I got the job at best buy, been there for over a week...
now I'm sick with this bad infection (which can kiss my ass)
I had to take off work today, and I'm NOT happy about that...
I'm out of cigarettes
I've lasted WITHOUT a cigarette for over 4 days... that's good
I WANT a cigarette
I feel like shit
I want to shoot people haha I hate being sick

I wrote a story for myself, here's a part of it, but no one has to read it....

He had been an extraordinary date. Hell, he had thought her to be his girl friend. What a poor delusional fool. Her legs crossed as she watched him talk, not listening to a word but nodding and giving the occasional 'mmm…hm' to whatever it is he might be saying. Eyes traveled to her legs, she felt them on there. Orbs of the darkest brown glance to where his heart would be… oh she could think about the glee her little sister would have when she brings home that trophy.
"So… would you like to get out of here… it's getting a bit stuffy…" Her foot had been traveling up his leg slowly-and finally he caught the drift.
"Sounds perfect…" Smiling- almost grinning- he stood, thinking he had the sweetest deal of all time… oh how little he knew. Dark eyes cast upon him as he offered her his hand, oh how little he knew. Placing her luscious pale extremity in his tan hand, she smiled politely and stood. No wonder he had thought he got a sweet deal, she stood wearing a flowing black and red skirt-gothic in style- with a corset to match. A red flower adorned her hair of red and black. She seemed to be a spanish gothic beauty, he saw it as an easy mark, and vice versa.
Licking her deep maroon lips, she followed closely as he led her out of the restaurant by her hand. Oh how little he knew. Entering his car, she watched as he flew around to the drivers side and hopped in to rev the engine and grin. Oh how little he knew. As they drove, her body leaned towards his, hand falling onto his thigh, moving slowly up and down until she reached his groin, her body leaning more to let her lips meet his neck. They moved gently to his ear and she nibbled seductively.
Moaning softly he sped faster until pulling into a condo complex. Rushing out of the car, she hadn't the time to exit herself, he pulled her out and carried her into the house-like a new bride over the threshold. Grinning she continued to nibble at his neck, his legs growing weak every now and then, but he continued to rush. He gave her a way to hide her face-oh how little he knew. Fumbling with his keys he finally succeeded in opening the many doors before pushing the door to his bedroom open. Finally she was in her play area.
Laying her on the bed, she grinned softly and laid perked on her elbows and watching him undress. "Come to me…" she said softly before motioning over with her finger. Come to her he did, almost attacking her. Yes, be rough… I like having a reason… After an hour worth of fore-play, on him to most effects, she was still clothed and now pinning him onto the bed. Eyes looked towards the bedframe- metal bars.
Grinning she reached behind her and took her purse, pulling out four pairs of handcuffs. His eyes grew wide, but yet they had a hint of glee in them. Locking her target tight, he smiled, "You know just how I like it baby…" Her head seemed to cock to the right as she looked him over, right hand hidden behind her back.
"You seem to know just how I like it… baby" she repeated as her hidden hand appeared with a long 12 inch blade.
His eyes went wide before he tried to scream, but her body had pounced and his mouth was covered. Leaning to his ear she whispered softly, "scream, and I will be slower than normal…" His eyes seemed to swell with tears. He had forgotten about something important, and now he was in the position that all those other poor souls had been in. He knew his demise was coming, he knew he was going to die… he only wished that Graves would get here soon, get here so that his death would not be in vain. Looking up, a tear seemed to gleam down his cheekbone as he sniffled. Now he knew what all those poor people had gone through. He felt as if he might soil himself… but then, he thought, she might enjoy that. No, he wouldn't give in to her sadistic ways.
Her tongue moved from his jaw to his ear as she produced tape that covered his mouth. "I like screams… but for you… silence might be better…" Moving the blade up and down his ribcage she grinned before the sound of metal piercing skin filled the room, a soft spill of blood hitting the bedsheets. "Mmmm, you smell sweet…" He cried, he moaned, he whimpered…
"You know just what I want to hear…" she let the knife drag slowly across his chest before he began to seizure. The bouncing made her grin even more before she tore at the bone that covered her prize.The still-beating heart began to flounder, but she wouldn't let it die inside. Pulling it out she smiled and felt the last beat of the organ within her hand, blood spilling everywhere. Pink tongue grazed across her own hand as she tasted her sweet victim, "sister will surely love your sweet taste…"
With that she grinned and slowly cleaned off her hand, putting her prize in a baggy and back into her purse. Cleaning the handcuffs she grinned and left with the handkerchief to open the door. Walking slowly had taken it's chance upon her, she would walk at the slowest pace possible, but as always, she would have a sexy swagger about how she would move, catching men's eyes from near to far, even those with wives.
She didn't regret anything in her past, nor her future, she was the Devil's Daughter, she was a demoness, a seductress, a succubus… she was evil. Nothing in this woman's past was regrettable to her, she was raised this way, and she would live throughout her life being an avenger of evil. Life was just one job, yet a fun one at that.
Hair swayed in the breeze that her slow swagger created. She was grinning to herself as the heart pumped blood into the plastic bag she had placed it in. He wouldn't miss life much… not at all if she had anything to do with it.
Eyes closed as she felt the small lasting pumps in her bag-the poor thing would be cold by the time she would get home and add it to her collection, and smack Falcon so she knows not to touch it, she had changed her mind and decided to keep the blessed thing to herself.
She stopped and hummed to herself a small prayer that her mother would tell her before bed, letting her hand fall to her side and place upon her handbag, to feel the small beats still in the fighting heart. "There's still life…." She purred to herself as she crossed the street to the diner. Settling down in a booth, her hands crossed as well as her legs, she waited as the male waiter came with a menu.
"Anything you would like my dear?" His eyes traveled down her succulent body, only to rest upon her breasts. "I'm up here… my dear…" her black orbs looked him over- not worth it, though it would be fun to play with his mind a little.
"And please… bring me a house steak, rare…" a small little grin passed over her lips as her head turned towards the window- someone was in that room.
Someone had found her artwork. What a pleasure to know someone appreciated things enough to come quickly to the scene… unless. She hadn't called 911 yet… she hadn't said a thing yet… -someone- had tried to set her up.
Her face turned to a sneer as she realized how close she just came to being caught. "Fun fun fun, games are always fun…" she stated to herself as she saw her steak come to her table. "Thank you my dear…"

I want a cigarette....

Wishing things would end... only makes the pain last longer

2004-07-14T01:30:35Z

I found out today that to my father, I am just a waste of money...

I am a waste of space...

I am a waste of his time...

He wishes I had never been born...

My tears are just something for him to laugh at when the night is over...

I am the cause of his addiction to smoking...

My life is worth nothing to him...

But yet, I can't move out.

I have deducted this to mean one thing, he wants to be able to claim me on taxes... or in some perverse way, he enjoys torturing me. Either way,
he can go to hell...

~Death is just a step, leap and a jump away~
~/~/~/~Stitches~/~/~/~

razorsalvation @ 2004-07-07T23:07:00

2004-07-08T04:12:10Z

So I did the unimaginable...

I told my mom that I'm not a virgin....

100000000000000000lbs has been lifted off my shoulders....

and she didn't yell

razorsalvation @ 2004-07-01T15:49:00

2004-07-01T20:54:28Z

Today sucked... in a good and bad way...
I got back together with Chris yesterday.... 'yay'?
I don't know... I just couldn't say no to someone crying/whining....
But now my mom is trying to set me up with her friend's son... Mericio...
Don't think it'll work but.. .whatever...
then... I realized I have a huge crush on a kid from my work (yes I work there, just have to take a drug test)
...Lee is gorgeous... sweet... kind... talkitive...hot.. lol

Yeah I like Lee...

Often coming home after babysitting a 3month old, you realize-damn I need a shower...

2004-06-24T03:21:44Z

~A river, of crimson, a shower in fire...~
So, I've been realizing something... I attract guys that have girlfriends... which quite honestly... sucks. I don't mean to talk about this type of shit- honestly it's not me... it makes me sick. Now I'm trying to ignore them, along with my own boyfriend-who ... well I'm ignoring haha. Sorry Chris, you just pissed me off royally.... anywho, that's enough of that...
~Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner...~
Well, I called a friend of mine-Laura... and no one answered... I was bummed, cause I was so up on seeing her, but hell she has a life and I'm happy for it :) As for the otther people I call, sorry if I don't call back like I say I would (I try to but usually I get VERY busy after I make that promise... it's fate fucking me over sideways). Not only that, but to the people who do that to me, man I completely understand. Haha, obviously.
I've been giving Kristin and Joe space from me... which is good I think, cause hell they don't need me by them all the time, I know I can get annoying- it's a fact. It's been great hanging around with the other people who I basically ignored for Alicia... makes me regret it cause I realized how much I missed out while I was 'gone'. Oh well, the past is past and starting over is sweet.
Oh and Robert, I LOVE that kid, I forgot how much fun he was... it's crazy. I'm enjoying the time in class/before school & after with him. It's a sweet deal that I get to remake OLD friends. I like it a lot... and some of the boys are cute (too bad half are gay... oh well gaydar is a bitch).
~Summer Breeze, makes me feel fine...~
School... sucks... honestly, and that teacher-needs to get his sexist-anti-addison-trail-student head out of his ass, cause I'm sorry we read this shit before, but there is no need to be a dickhead about it and purposely try to fuck us over because you don't like us... screw you captin jerkoff... yeah that's a rant...
~Can you feel the pulse? Can you feel the heat rising from below...~
Soooo, I think I need anger management classes, I've been blurting out random insults to people.... hey oh well- they'll never see me ever again.. but it DOES clear my head of frustration, along with a nice cigarette. Oh well right? Smokers cough is already there, why not just add on to it right? Oh well....
~All I can say is life is pretty plain...~
So family life... sucks major ass... parents up said ass... and well people I don't even know are further up there as well... oh well... yeah... oh well just can't wait for my parents to go off and take a vacation and leave me the fuck alone... and I fucking SWEAR to god if my brother comes within 50ft of my house within that time, I will have a shit attack....

~RANTS COMPLETE~

~Die with a smile on your face, for you don't know what you'll awake to in the afterlife~
~/~/~/~Stitches~/~/~/~

Quizzes... haven't done them in like, forever

2004-06-21T20:06:54Z

Which Sin Are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You are...	Envy

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What kind of superhero will you be?

Name

Age

Favorite Color

How

Superhero Name

Happy Funtime Lucky Super Person

Costume (not gender specific)

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laser eyes

Number of people you save a day

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razorsalvation @ 2004-06-20T22:55:00

2004-06-21T03:59:57Z

This weekend was amazing....
On friday I did a buncha shit-I don't remember what exactly, but I did....
Saturday I hung at the poolhall most of the day, played with Tubby, Nick, and Mike... fun stuff really... Then went over to Kristins and had a blast, heh... oh Tubby bought me a Morgan as a present... cause I was whining... and I blew up when sleeping over at Kristin's ... it was a blast.
Sunday I hung with Miqueas... man that was awesome, for a while we had Eugene... he's a cool cat, just either blown or shy. Hah. We went and played pool then came back, had a pizza, and watched Requiem for a Dream... drove E home and we went back, watching Not Another Teen Movie-that's a stupid ass movie but it cracks me up. Then had dinner with my folks. After all this we went to his house and played playstation and hooked up with MJ.. she's awesome as hell.
After leaving Mikky's house, I went to the poolhall. Hung with Meg and showed her Morgan. After this all goes down, I went and hung around with Tubbs. He's a cool cat. Oh and I saw Leo-he's getting pretty... thick headed and stuffy- oh well, one more person not to like me-not that I care.
Next weekend I'll probably be by Meg's, she's having a party-it'll be a blast haha.
I think I like Tubby physically (which is... really fuckin odd... but then again I might like him personally too... damnit he has a girlfriend... I seriously need to not become friends with my guy buddies... I always loose out... oh well right?)

So this week is my week driving for school, it'll be great if I can get my fuckin radio/cd crap to work.

Man...
This week is goina blow *wishes for it to be the weekend*
Peace out
~/~/~Stitches~/~/~

razorsalvation @ 2004-06-16T13:37:00

2004-06-16T18:42:04Z

This thing liked Nicole and Sam... a LOT... but I do say, the first one cracks me up...

razorsalvation @ 2004-06-13T13:56:00

2004-06-13T19:01:10Z

How to make a razorsalvation

Ingredients:

3 parts anger

5 parts brilliance

3 parts energy

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Top it off with a sprinkle of caring and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Loan Ranger-Living End .... just a funny song...

2004-06-10T15:15:16Z

I wanna be the Lone Ranger
Protect the innocent from danger
And I just wanna be that man
Kemosabe silver bullet man

I wanna be the lone ranger
Fill my life with sex and danger
I wanna be, yeah I wanna
Be the mystery, man of honor
He's just one man, does what he can
Friends with an Indian

Alternative of the wild west
Spotted horse, clean clothes and sparkly vest
So Hi Ho silver in away
Cos here I come to save the day
I wanna be the Lone Ranger
Fill my life with sex and danger
I wanna be, yeah I wanna
Be the mystery, man of honour
And so we ride side by side
We never collide

I just wanna be that man
Riding by the Rio Grande

I wanna be the Lone Ranger
Fill my life with sex and danger
I wanna be, yeah I wanna
Be the mystery, man of honor
He's just one man, does what he can
Friends with an Indian

From Nicole, Matt, and Laura...

2004-06-10T14:55:41Z

Another respond-by-comment thing-y (Since I love music and particularly poigant lyrics):

Comment with a song that reminds you of me and tell me why. Add to your journal and I will do the same. :) (Lyrics optional)

razorsalvation @ 2004-06-10T00:01:00

2004-06-10T05:05:51Z

Thanks JP for helping me being able to post my pictures cause I'm an idiot!

A new game...

2004-06-10T01:22:11Z

"You don't deserve anything you get..."
"You -aren't- as good as your brother and don't expect to be treated like him..."
"We treat our kids equally."
Which of these three doesn't belong?
Because all of the above was stated by my parents today... -something- isn't right in this group...
Can you tell me which one?

razorsalvation @ 2004-06-08T21:08:00

2004-06-09T02:12:12Z

So Jesus finally called me... but not to talk about my THINGS he has... but to ask me for porn... why I asked... he got cut off by his family-confusing... but DAMNIT I want my Donnie Darko movie back... oh well.
I came to the conclusion that I need a job.. and a damn good one at that... My car went through THREE gallons of gass today and I drove to my side job, home and Kristins... how much bullshit is that?
Piece of crap car....

The word LAME comes to mind... but... I did it anyway for some odd reason

2004-06-09T01:58:26Z

R	Realistic
A	Amazing
Z	Zonked
O	Odd
R	Responsible
S	Sensual
A	Amazing
L	Lazy
V	Virile
A	Astounding
T	Tough
I	Inspirational
O	Odd
N	Neat

Name Acronym Generator
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This just CRACKED me up... hi Matt!!

2004-06-07T00:51:16Z

Razorsalvation's LJ stalker is matteh15!

matteh15 is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also getting with your significant other!

LJ Stalker Finder
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I was thinking this while at my cousin's yesterday (she plays tennis)...

2004-06-06T18:30:02Z

The depressing thing about tennis is that no matter how much I play, I'll never be as good as a wall. I played a wall once. They're fucking relentless.

~Mitch Hedberg~

Man he's a great comedian... oneliners CAN be funny

razorsalvation @ 2004-06-06T11:31:00

2004-06-06T16:35:37Z

Your Band by AngryAsHell
Username
Age
Band Name	Stentch
Number of members	5
You sound like	Evanescence
Number of fans	938
Number of years people actually listen to you	20
Title of your first single	You Don't Care

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Your Fame by AngryAsHell
Name
Age
Career	Actor/Actress
Years You Are Famous	5
Your Downfall	Drugs
What People Think Of You	You were pretty...WERE...

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Mr.Right by AngryAsHell
Your Name
Your Age
How You Will Meet Him	Your Brother's Best Friend
His Best Quality	His Smile
His Worst Quality	His eyes are too close together
How Will It End	You'll get married and have 2 perfect kids and live happily every after
...His Name	James

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Your Life by AngryAsHell
Name
Age
Gender
The Color of Your Life	Red
Your Overall Mood	Frustrated
Your Friends Think	You're a snob
Your Family Thinks	You cost them too much money
Your Biggest Secret Is	You want to kill youself

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Friends by AngryAsHell
Name
Gender
Your friends think you are most like...	Phoebe
Your family thinks you are most like...	Phoebe
Your classmates/coworkers think you are most like.	Phoebe
Strangers think you are most like...	Rachel
You think you are most like...	Phoebe
You are actually most like...	Monica

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Labels by AngryAsHell
Name
Age
Gender
Teachers label you as...	A stoner
Strangers label you as...	A jock
Friends label you as...	A snob
Your true label...	A punk
Your dream label...	A poser

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Disorders by AngryAsHell

Name

Age

Gender

How crazy are you: 83%

Years in A Hospital

What people think

Those aren't really cat scratches

Your Disorder

Schizophrenia

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2004-06-05T20:17:03Z

Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Fraggle Rock
G.I. Joe
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Secret World of Alex Mack
Nightmare Before Christmas
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
The Muppet Show
Muppet Babies
Eureka's Castle
Salute Your Shorts
Legends of the Hidden Temple
You Can't Do That On Television
G.U.T.S.
What Would You Do?
Double Dare
Rocko's Modern Life
All That
Ren and Stimpy
Clarissa Explains It All
The Torklesons
Pete and Pete
Stick Stickley
Goodburger
Angry Beavers
Hey Arnold!
AAH! Real Monsters
Tiny Toons
Animaniacs
Pinky and the Brain
The Babysitter's Club
Underdog
Kablam!
Gullah Gullah Island
Richard Scarrey
Dumbo's Circus
Ocean Girl
Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
Snick Snacks
Dunkaroos
SNICK
Koala Yummies
Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
Nick Magazine
The Goonies
Ernest Movies
Radio Flyer
Disney Watchers
Adventures in Wonderland
Homeward Bound
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
Milo and Otis
Neverending Story!!!
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
The Lion King
Labyrinth
101 Dalmatians
The Secret Garden
Pete's Dragon
Hocus Pocus
Secret of Roan Inish
Land Before Time
Dinosaurs
Fern Gully
My So-Called Life
Secret of NIMH
Gummi Bears
Care Bears
A Little Princess
My Little Pony
Black Beauty
Rainbow Brite
Lady Lovely Locks
Candyland
Sorry!
Trouble
Don't Wake Daddy!
Mousetrap
Jenga
Don't Break the Ice
Hungry Hungry Hippos
Cooties
Tinker Toys
The castles that made tea sets
Sky Dancers
Polly Pocket
Hypercolor T-Shirts
Lite Brite
Scrunchies
Side Ponytails
Stirrup Pants
Jellies
Saddle Shoes
Barbies
Beanie Babies
Tamagotchies
Yo-Yos
Choose Your Own Adventure
Pogs
Goosebumps
Magic Attic Club
American Girl
Island of the Blue Dolphin
Saved By The Bell
Full House
Step By Step
TGIF
Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
Boy Meets World
Clueless
Mork and Mindy
Simpsons
Flipper
Eerie Indiana
Third Rock From The Sun
Tracey Ullman Show
Ghostwriter
Growing Pains
Family Ties
Titanic
Felix The Cat: The Movie
Jonathan Taylor Thomas
Devon Sawa
Home Improvement
Tom and Huck
My Brother and Me
Kenan and Kel
HANSON!!
Inspector Gadget
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Power Rangers
Hot Wheels
Creepy Crawlers
Easy Bake Oven
Flower Making Kits
Wild and Crazy Kids
Playdough McDonald's Sets
Animorphs
Rainbow Fish
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
Bailey School Kids
Wayside School
Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
Boxcar Kids
Ramona Quimby
Amber Brown
Roald Dahl
Allegra's Window
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